The string is now lit, running from escaping pit, it swallows all thread as it glows, the I don’ts will walk with the do, as the vows unbreak promises are froze, familiar fiance now extinct, who invited this new person that has arose?, no more tickled bellies or twinkling eyes, now theres only left frowning nose, frightened by this new found stranger, while wearing bruises under her clothes, happiness in a brand new union, it seems now has come to a close, Date nights are a thing of the past, her highlight of the day is communication with the stove, breaking a sweat for his unworthy wants, while he plays poker with his bros, often shes alone in bed, as late nights work consist of his hoes, confronting this behavior, get’s her only shiny diamonds and a thorned rose, inside she builds with anger, infront of guest she smiles with compose, regrets sends depression to her mind, her habits changing in abru[ting flow, but he doesn’t notice, since selfish is his only goal, she ponders vengeful plans, that involves him wearing white tag on toe, no children to miss her presence, since sex he has not at home, she daydreams of his every bone, watching their wedding ta[e, wondering where wrong did it go?, she granted his every wish, and her vows has never sank below, she knows better is outside waiting, for her arrival but to divorce his answer is no, he keeps her on a legal leash, because the needed split forces him to share halving whole, it’s not about missing his companion, it’s the bond that allows him to control, after years she’s determined, to take action for once she’ll show, packing her goodbye kit, leaving planted traps behind, for the ending of his soul, in her hands she has one ticket, for the vacation she’s had on hold, swapping places now she’s first, temporarily he becomes second, mrs sweet is now mrs cold. As her flight takes off in air, the relax she craved is known.
Addicted to the spent time, along with the 3 words that make our hearts be mine, making us unaware of the true happiness that we could find, only if we would make our decisions based not on our emotions but, thoughts within the mind, but feelings inside the heart imprisons all the precious given in time, even after all the sour events begin by squeezing life so tightly that it begins by draining slowly like lime, Our human nature willingly downplays the awful nature of every abusing partners crime, Then we run to our loved ones with much carried embarassment wanting their napkins to soak up our whines, The rain consumes our relationships prior sunshine again they instruct us on responding to the make-up with decline, like broken record we promise “for real” our famous line, always the plan never succeeding the action to resign, this famous question constantly awaiting in confine, the answer being not simple, due to a complication with love during combine, it’s a default in our nature to act on feelings its designed, after the selection usually it’s then we contemplate as we rewind, bringing all the obvious to illuminate after the emotional saturation created blind, outsiders immediately attach the situation to weakness they assign, forgetting we’re only human and perfection for us all is not in climb, experience after tiring trials changes some of us that defaulted before to refine, no more will the “if” “and” or “buts”, get tangled in a confused process resulting bind, though it’s not often enough that we leave this problem in our past behind, as life continues this subject unfortunately for all will never transform to benign.
To shame another for being true to their self and happiness they felt?
frowning upon them Because they choose not to follow the same path as you do somehow makes them less of a being yet your human too
If judgment should only be casted by the one who determines my fate, why does my journey and punishment affect you so great ?
When I arrive at my destiny it will not be you who opens those gates nor will you be the one who turns me away
You claim to want to help me out of love and show me the right way because to you my decisions and actions will haunt me always
Yet you have sinned but not great as mines and you’ve asked for forgiveness and that changed your life you feel you do no wrong because you’ve made some rights
Everything in your life is perfect compared to mines You feel you’ve been to the other side because you quote a book that says this is right
So many questions I have to ask and so many answers yet to hear so many mixed feelings and people in my ear
Telling me where to go what to do and what In to believe can I not make my own decision to choose In how to be??
Even if I agree and feel it in my soul what’s real to me my selection may be to choose to do what makes me happy I may already know what path that it will lead but may be willing to take the chance because My end is up to me
I came in this world alone and again like that I’ll leave just like you I will face my demons when thatb time comes for me
To love me is to be proud and thankful that I live and breathe and to enjoy getting to know one hundred percent of me
Until the day comes for us to part ways when my shell my soul shall leave I applaud you for following what you believe
because that brings you joy why can’t I get that in return instead of a stone thrown at me The purpose of having freedom is for me to be allowed to be me
without the hassle of feeling wrong for living my life as I intend it to be
Unconditional love should never feel discomfort it should only feel free
to blossom and never to be covered Regardless if we don’t see eye to eye and agree
to disagree our back should never turn against one another because we all are different beings….
MY GAY AMEN…
I AM A PROUD MEMBER OF THE LGBT COMMUNITY
THANKS FOR READING AND ALWAYS STAY TRUE TO YOURSELF!!